How being called 'pansy' during childhood caused trauma to KJo
Filmmaker Karan Johar recently opened up about his childhood experiences, revealing that he often felt "different from other boys." In a conversation with astrologer-spiritual coach Dr. Jai Madaan on her YouTube channel, the 52-year-old director shared his struggles with understanding and accepting his unique identity. He also spoke about the impact of being labeled "pansy" due to his feminine behavior as a child.
Johar admits feeling 'different from other boys'
Johar confessed to Madaan that he often felt out of place during his childhood, saying, "Mujhe laga main doosron ladkon ki tarah nahin hoon." He further explained, "I was never like the other boys—their interests, their style, their sports—it just wasn't me." "It took me years to understand that I don't owe anyone an apology for being different. I've embraced who I am, and that's become my power."
'Pansy' label felt like a verbal attack, says Johar
Johar revealed that being called "pansy" deeply affected him. He described it as a "verbal attack on my core being, my personality." He added, "I couldn't express main iss kism ka ladka hoon, meri choices or interests are different from other boys. But I feel jab vo mujhe attack karte the, it used to make me question my very being."
Johar found solace in food during his struggle
The renowned filmmaker admitted that during this period of self-discovery, he sought comfort in food, chocolates, and desserts. This led to a significant weight gain between the ages of 7 and 9. However, Johar eventually learned to embrace his unique identity and live unapologetically. "To this day, I have never regretted the way I've lived or the work I've pursued," he said. On the work front, Johar last directed Rocky Aur Rani Kii Prem Kahaani.
